Thursday, February 17

these two days suck.

yesterdae. match against rj. first two innings were good, we were hitting well and jem and annabel hit a homerun each. was so happy and carefree cos i wasnt playing and was getting the butt of my slacks red and gross and hot. (i was sitting on the stupid melting track.) then the bad stuff all came in in the 3rd inning.

bottom half of third inning, coach asked me to replace angela in left field. so i went and discovered it was chao hot cos all the outfield gang1 gang1 hao3 got ALL the sun. wow.

that was when it all came. maybe i jinxed the team. we kept missing grounders, overthrowing, etc. but i was slacking at outfield rj wasnt hitting well. sigh and we let like how many runs come in lah. it was worse in fourth inning x(

then in the top half of fourth inning, i got to bat. ellen and resh gave me the bunt signal, so i turned around to bunt but the pitcher gave me a ball so i drew back. they din cancel the signal so i bunted again, smartly realised that it was a chao nice strike at the last minute and tapped it. it went to first base lah so smarrt. urgh. first base lunged and tagged me out but the dear cock-eyed umpire Aston who calls balls strikes and strikes balls nicely called me saved despite the argument from the first base and outfield umpire. YAY (x

needless to say, the fast runner me came home eventually despite all odds (i din even face any resistance ahaha.)

but i ges we screwed up everything. i left early before the postmatch debrief. but ges wad. coach totally demoralised the team. he told them that we totally had no passion, no enthusiasm, and were baad at evrything. and apparently his last words were: "go home today and rest, and rest tomoro (today) too, and then go on friday to be whacked by peicai sec." WOW. so uplifting man. two days before the actual start to zonals and here are some oh-so-encouraging words from our oh-so-pissed coach. xtin told me the whole team was very depressed after that. how great. urgh.

today was a dreary day. math bio physics in a row, then after recess english and chinese one after another. GREAT. i hate thursdays, and will loathe it if not for training. but today no training, so it was even worse. craap. urghhh had to do stupid cle thing after school too. sigh and today i think i totally screwed up this thing. i think i wear different personalities. ive just so got to be myself.




if you din understand that, you werent meant to. anyway im listening to disturbing music now and that disturbs my concentration.

i just wish tomorrow will be better. pcss, here we come.

homerun`7:42 PM